Diary [15 November 2013] English ver.

Helloooooooo~ I'm forced to post from my iPad since the Internet from my laptop is broken. It's totally miserable. I can't download video, anything, and being at home is really boring. Okay let's start today's diary'-')a

After that terrible love experience,
I've decided to move on.
Probably it's a rash decision,
But that's the only thing I can do.
And probably the person is really near to me,
Actually I just realize it,
Or maybe I don't want to realize,
But I really love him.
I don't know anymore.

It's just that things are getting weird around us.
And the atmosphere is different from the usual.
But... Well,
I still want us to be like before.
Please don't change.
If you're reading this,
And you realize that this is talking about you,
Please think over again.
I'm really begging.


I just don't understand.
Even if I did love him,
If he didn't love me back it's totally useless.
If he knows,
And he stays away from me,
Maybe that's the sign that I don't have hope.
Should I stop?
Or should I continue?
Everyday it's getting harder,
To talk to you.
It's awkward, but I don't know what to do.
It's hurting me slowly.
Everyday, it's hurting.
Maybe it's just no use.
And it's new, just a few days.
I'm really out of clue now.
Please, I'm begging.
Can we go back to just being friends?
Maybe the end of my love life is here.
I'm probably not gonna love anybody....
Again.
I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry.

Heyyyy~ Sorry for coming back after so long just to post something sad!! > <
But I really don't know what to do, you know. So I'm probably just finding some good advice. Oh! Probably I'm going to post new AKB48 lyrics in a while, stay tuned! Probably tomorrow, if I'm not busy!! And I've been getting to blogging back recently, so this blog will be crowded again!! ♪───Ｏ（≧∇≦）Ｏ────♪

Okay, this is the end of this post! Ah, don't forget to pray for me, this time!! (＞人＜;)
Bye! ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ