Aoi is finally back! + Diary [Week of Hell]

Hi everyonee~~~

Finally I'm back after the hell training~ /heh
Hey.
You know what?
I've moved on from my previous crush.
Yeah my previous crush.
YEAH!!! *spartan pose* #failed
Um...
And yeah, pretty much as you expected..

The new crush failed again.

Idk everyone's saying that his new girlfriend is my best friend.
I don't know if they're telling the truth or not but....
It seems that everything's really ridiculous,
Really messy, everything is.
Previously it was fine, but why?
Just when I thought there is hope, it flew away from me.
I kept on thinking.
Yeah.
But I don't believe that rumor until my best friend herself say it to me.

Why?
Of course because she is MY best friend.
Clearly that's the reason.
Maybe people who read this...
Maybe they're thinking that I'm such an idiot.
For not believing and not hating her.
But I can't help it.

He isn't the only guy in this world, right?
He's just one of those guys who underestimated the feelings of a girl.
And well.
I tried to just keep this sadness away till time comes.
Or so I thought.
Maybe..
Maybe I'll be lost for a bit in this maze.
Isn't it fun to tease him for a bit?
You start this game,
So don't blame me if you're hurt TOO MUCH.
By then, you'll understand my feelings.

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Hi everyonee!!!
I'm planning to upload some videos here...
And well....

I'D ALREADY REGISTERED MYSELF IN MEDIAFIRE!
By the time I'm writing this, I'm still uploading it there.
So maybe one hour or half an hour I'll be posting the link here.

Anyway, there's no spoiler to what kind of video I'm uploading. Its.... TOP SECRET! /plakked

OKAY!
See you in the next post,
Kobayashi Aoi '-')/