Long-Term Diary [17-23 December 2013]

Yoooooo~ *puts a cool face*


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Whatever -w-)
I'm back everyone!! I'm back!! *crawling to every person who reads this*
I'm sorry for posting the next month from my last post.. I'm just too busy to post, with packing for my camp in Singapore, and preparing this and that for Christmas!! >w<

Let me just summarize what happened in Singapore~
Ah, Singapore was great btw, and when it's filled with christmas atmosphere I just go "wow" and I couldn't say anymore than that. The street lights were so beautiful, and I'm really fortunate, because I stay in a hotel near Orchard Road, approximately 15-20 minutes walk from Orchard Road. The most irritating thing is that I can't contact anybody!! ( ；´Д｀) Because its roaming there and the charge is quite an amount. That's why I don't wanna waste too much money on my cellphone. (￣▽￣)

Since I went there earlier than my other friends from my tuition, I spent my time to go shopping a bit. I went to Ion Orchard, Takashimaya ( Ngee Ann City ), hm.. And I forgot.
So I spent about 3 days to do sightseeing. ♪( ´▽｀)


On the 20th, I must check-in at my camp's dorms at about 8.30 Singapore time.
I feel something's weird because usually I'll feel nervous, but this time I don't feel it at all. Maybe because I'd ever joined it before, so it feels like reminiscing the old times. (￣▽￣)

I hoped so there will be no boys joining the camp, but in fact THERE IS!!!! (＞人＜;)
At first I don't realize that they were there, but then when they started the intensive training, I begun to realize them. There were two boys, with and without glasses. Let's just let their name unknown~ ( *｀ω´)
When I first realize them, I thought that the boy without glasses was really cute. Looked like somebody in my class, and well, my favorite friend in the class. So I found out his name easily. But on the second day, I felt strange. Somehow I really want to see the guy in the glasses. After watching him for a while, I realized that he was REALLY CUTE. (//w//)
I don't know if it's my feelings or not but I think he often caught me staring him. That's the most embarassing thing! But really, he's TOO CUTE. >w<

Its not like I love him or what, okay. It's just that.. Somehow he looked TOO MUCH like my ex-crush. Also it's not like I liked my ex-crush again. Not a chance. (*｀へ´*)

On the last day, I suddenly got nervous. The stupid thing is that, on the night before the last day ( 22nd night ), I cried. Honestly, I cried. But of course only to myself. Maybe I think too much about not meeting him again, or whether he'll join again next year.

Let's hop on to the last day.
On the last day, which is the performance day, I actually wanna take a picture with him but I can't bring up my courage to do it, so I left without a single memento. But I thought that it's okay, because fortunately, I took some of his pictures, maybe that can be useful.
I was so happy because our dinner was the same!! ♪───Ｏ（≧∇≦）Ｏ────♪
We were given the right to choose our dinner for the last day, so I chose chicken burger, and he chose that too! Lucky!! >w<
After dinner, we do a dry run, after that we have a short free time before the show.
Then at the back stage, I was with him because our lines are near. He was not wearing glasses, which made him look cooler, and he was always touching his hair. So I asked why, I said that his hair looked good already, so don't mess it up. He replied that it was his first time using gel.
He was so cool that time!! ☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆
If only I could that picture with him that time!! >w<

He was so cool when he danced, because mainly he did like modern dance, and it's so cool!! >w<
And the end of the show, they gave out roses. So I waited to see he got what color. He got red. So I hoped my luck was good, and I picked, and I was really lucky, because I get red too!! >w<
After the award ceremony, I went down and directly pack up my things. I don't want to cry because I can't meet him anymore. That's just too childish. I just don't wanna break my image.

So I left.
Without a single memento.
I thought that if I have,
It'll just hurt.
Because I liked hamster already.
And if I have to choose between hamster or him,
I'd rather not choose,
Than over thinking and breaking down.
THEY'RE BOTH TOO CUTE!! (＞人＜;)

That's the miracle, huh. Actually I don't feel really happy about going to camp, but suddenly a mood booster came up. #hesnotamoodbooster
*sigh*
Can I meet him again?

Okayy~ that's the end of today's post! Let me just post long-term diaries for 24-26 tomorrow okay! I think Christmas diaries is better written for a long-term kind of post. ♪( ´▽｀)

If I find time, I'll go blogging!
Pray for me, okay!! ><

See you in the next post,

Kobayashi Aoi '-')/